THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I wake up every morning giggling to check my Instagram. I have family and friends but talking about my followers sharing our stories with mental health. I find all of the different pages dedicated to our life both happy and sad. You listen to my weirdness and want to see more. It is only possible with you. Thank you so much!!!
I finally finished this fucking challenge. It is only 12/1 but at least this one is done now. Next time I make this decision please tell me no. Dunkin Donuts cooked donuts. I love donuts and I love that this is over. Now to finish the other one. 🖤👌
Here is a photo. I’m done with this. Peace out.
I was rushing to work eating a biscuit from Golden Pantry when some asshole rushes beside me almost side swiping me and I yank my steering wheel to miss him and it slams into a drain on an island in the middle of the road and I dropped my biscuit which I was more pissed about. I had my husband meet me at the Golden Pantry to change my tire and I was over an hour late to work. People suck!
Do you remember when these damn things came out and all of a sudden they were sold out. Well this mom sat outside a Toys R Us (RIP) all night to get one for her. I got there at 9:00 pm and say in 38 degree rain all night to get one of these. I had to go to work so I slept for like 30 minutes and then worked an 8 hour shift. The things you do for your kids.
Sometimes it be like that when I’m not here as much as I should be and I shouldn’t do anymore of these damn challenges because it pisses me off. I have a bunch of catch up blogs I’m working on just bear with me. I’ll be back in action.
Here is a picture of me working on my book. I am always working on my book. I have a ton of pictures like this and absolutely no book to show for it…go figure. All I know is this book will be a masterpiece when I’m finished. Hopefully the next time I talk about the book it will actually be finished.
Again I promise I am not a creepy stalker, but this happens to be my favorite actress singing my favorite song. This is beginning to seem a little creepy, but I must continue on, who knows you may like me being completely creepy, but I am not a stalker. After the election she sang this song at the beginning of the show and it is one of my favorite versions of the song. I actually love every version of the song except the original (which is odd.) I have a playlist with nothing but Hallelujah on it. I always look for new and different versions. There is something so raw about it and it really resonates with me and my illness. This song has also saved my life many times. This song can knock me out of dissociative state. I love the song so much it is tattooed on my arm. What makes you happy? Is there a song that helps you?
I love this picture mostly because it is genuine and it is the only genuine smile I ever had in years. This picture coincidentally happened in 2015 when everything in my life went to shit. (see previous posts) This was right after the overdose before my baptism, exorcism and medical induced manic, schizophrenic, paranoid episodes. This was before I hit a new level of rock bottom. I was happy right there. I thought I was making everything better but rock bottom came after. 
I love my iPad probably way too much. I’ve learned how to make it function around my blog. I use it for everything now dealing with my social media. I still can’t believe that I’ve accomplished all of these things in such a short time. I am so excited to see what the next few months bring and my Ipad coming along for the ride. I think I would be lost without it. It has all my information, passwords and everything in between. I probably shouldn’t rely on it as much as I do. What do you love about technology.
♥ Daisies and Bruises ♥ 