I spent an entire day looking for a Mac Miller song.

I’ve felt like shit lately. My moods are completely unsteady. I haven’t felt like doing much besides listen to music and hide in my tiny bubble that I’m claustrophobic and need to climb out of but while I was in google a card popped up about Mac Miller. (I am not so secretly obsessed.) about an unreleased song “leaked” Benji The Dog/That’s life. Of course as an obsessed fan I had to find the song. That was the only thing that would complete my day and make me feel better.

I went on YouTube and got super excited when I saw something on YouTube but it was just the instrumental and just by the instrumental I knew I had to have song to complete the shitty day I had. I searched SoundCloud and every other source I could think of to find the song. I put my spam email comments on different instrumental versions just to get the song and someone actually emailed it to me….. IT BLEW MY MIND! It actually kept my mind occupied for awhile which is exactly what I needed.

If you want it let me know.

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Weekly Update 36

No diet

No exercise

Spent 3 days looking for a Mac Miller song

Working on backdated post

Starting to feel more like me

I’m so tired still

Depression is still here

Obsessed with The Office

Makes me happy

It is the little things

I have BENJI THE DOG by Mac Miller

Weekly Update 34

Still working on updating these post

Backdated post are coming

Starting to feel a little better

It takes so much out of me

No diet

No exercise

Music is survival

Mac Miller is keeping me going

Thanks for your support through this difficult time.

April overview

April sucked. I tried but life happened in between.

Blog:

150 subscribers- YAY I did it!!

1100 views- nope

700 visitors- nope

2 Bipolar Chronicles- nope

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125 likes- nope

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends- nope

Instagram:

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Blog post- nope