Weekly Update 30

  • Check for back dated post.
  • no diet
  • no exercise
  • I haven’t felt well for awhile
  • I am trying
  • please be patient
  • mental health check
  • no sleep
  • constant dreams
  • hopefully next week is better.

 

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Electricity is really just organized lightning. – George Carlin

Today I am organizing my shit. I’m hoping that this helps my moods and my unorganized thoughts. I need to get things in order completely in my life to reduce chaos. The only problem with reducing chaos is reducing creativity because the two go hand in hand. I just want to curl up in a little ball. I bought a planner from Dollar General because I can’t afford one of the big fancy ones and I’m trying to make the best out of it. It isn’t dated which is awesome so I’m working on it a little bit at a time. I’m avoiding picking up my laptop and starting edits when I have 0 creativity. I want to make sure I get it right and forcing it just won’t work. I wish my brain would make up its fucking mind already. I’m also eating my weight in junk food because of stress.

March Goals Overview

Blog:

125 subscribers- 135 yay!!!

2000 views- nope- 956

800 visitors- nope 579

5 Bipolar Chronicles- none

3 post a week- almost

10 views a day- close

200 likes- 115

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends– nope

Instagram:

750 followers- nope

615 post- 640

90+ visits per week-no

Blog post-barely

Weekly Update 22

  • Depression sucks
  • Mood swings suck
  • I’m over this shit now
  • I am working on my book again
  • I have two collaborations I will post about soon
  • I am trying to feel better
  • Time change is coming soon that means seasonal issues will lessen
  • I completed an entire to do list in 2 days
  • I am trying
  • It won’t win
  • Keep fighting loves
  • We will see the end to this fucking nightmare
  • I love you
  • I am proud of you

March Goals

We are repeating February goals since I didn’t complete a quarter of them. Let’s try this again.

Blog:

125 subscribers

2000 views

800 visitors

5 Bipolar Chronicles

3 post a week

10 views a day

200 likes

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends

Instagram:

750 followers

615 post

90+ visits per week

Blog post

Overview of February goals

Blog:

125 subscribers- close 115

2000 views- 1198

1500 visitors- 824

5 Bipolar Chronicles- posted 2

3 post a week- yep

10 views a day- not consistent

200 likes- 127

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends- nope but I was close.

Instagram:

750 followers- not even close 635

615 post- 593

90+ visits per week- kept it maintained

Blog post- a few of them

*pitiful sound*

We are going to reuse some of these for March since February didn’t go very well. My depression won last month but we won’t let it win this month!!!

Overview of goals accomplished in January. (Blog and Instagram)

Blog:

20 views a day- I was close but I stopped posting for awhile so it didn’t quite make it. I tried and got good numbers though.

Post two times a week– Didn’t happen but I did post a good bit

Document workout/diet- let’s skip this

Post at least 6 Bipolar Chronicles- I posted 5!! Go me!!!

80 subscribers- 105!!!!!

Total views for the month 2000- 1609 (I almost made it)

Total visitors 1500– 1180 not too bad

Instagram:

600 followers- complete

300 + visits per week– shadowbanned because Instagram wants to be an asshole

525 post– complete

Post @ least 3 times daily- close but I did post a lot

Blog post added- complete

Personal interest- complete

Funny/true things- complete

Workout journey- lets skip this

I will post February goals soon!!! I am so proud of myself