Weekly Update 34

Still working on updating these post

Backdated post are coming

Starting to feel a little better

It takes so much out of me

No diet

No exercise

Music is survival

Mac Miller is keeping me going

Thanks for your support through this difficult time.

April overview

April sucked. I tried but life happened in between.

Blog:

150 subscribers- YAY I did it!!

1100 views- nope

700 visitors- nope

2 Bipolar Chronicles- nope

3 post a week- nope

10 views a day= nope

125 likes- nope

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends- nope

Instagram:

700 followers- nope

700 posts- nope

50 visits per week- nope

Blog post- nope

Electricity is really just organized lightning. – George Carlin

Today I am organizing my shit. I’m hoping that this helps my moods and my unorganized thoughts. I need to get things in order completely in my life to reduce chaos. The only problem with reducing chaos is reducing creativity because the two go hand in hand. I just want to curl up in a little ball. I bought a planner from Dollar General because I can’t afford one of the big fancy ones and I’m trying to make the best out of it. It isn’t dated which is awesome so I’m working on it a little bit at a time. I’m avoiding picking up my laptop and starting edits when I have 0 creativity. I want to make sure I get it right and forcing it just won’t work. I wish my brain would make up its fucking mind already. I’m also eating my weight in junk food because of stress.

March Goals Overview

Blog:

125 subscribers- 135 yay!!!

2000 views- nope- 956

800 visitors- nope 579

5 Bipolar Chronicles- none

3 post a week- almost

10 views a day- close

200 likes- 115

Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends– nope

Instagram:

750 followers- nope

615 post- 640

90+ visits per week-no

Blog post-barely