Why can’t I be consistent
I get so worked up in my own head and get nothing accomplished
I am so easily defeated
I’ve put everything on hold trying to get over this hump
Mac Miller 2009 is my life right now
I keep losing Instagram followers because I don’t post much or check my feed
I haven’t checked on you guys in awhile
I’m back for now.
2 Bipolar Chronicles
3 post a week
10 views a day
Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends
50 visits per week
BACK DATED POST! GO CHECK THEM OUT!!!
Let’s try to not be cringe this time.
Bipolar still a death sentence and torture (yep I did it anyway.)
I am rapid cycling which coming out of a depressive state is inconvenient but my brain doesn’t care so here we are.
Hi blog! I know I have neglected you but I am coming back.
I am indeed still alive and surviving
Struggle is real
no diet or exercise (which would probably help)
no caffeine (which I really want right now)
I get more followers on Instagram when I don’t post often so that is confusing.
I am working on my book a little. I was really into it and then everything just kind of fell apart.
I will try to be more active
Sorry I’ve been MIA. I’m working on post and will be back soon. Mood swings are a bitch.
Being Bipolar feels like a death sentence
I am still alive and trying to survive
no diet no exercise
moods are horrible
I’m either too tired or have too much energy
rapid cycling is a bitch.
-There are more back dated post to check out on my day to day life.
-No diet or exercise
-I am currently worried about my not being able to sleep and wanting to stay awake. I think an up swing is coming and those are dangerous.
-My upswings are always more dangerous and can cause more damage.
-Book editing is going well. I have the foundation for what I want now I just need to make it better.
– I am hoping to publish this year
-I posted about my event that I am doing again this year to raise money for suicide awareness.
– I am working on the bipolar chronicles but even with all my honesty about everything so things are still hard to talk about.
– Bipolar Chronicles Depression/Addiction are next and they are the ones I am struggling with
– I am never going to make my goals unless I start posting daily
– I need help with organization and not becoming overwhelmed especially when I deep in my book.
– I did this on time! GO ME! See you next week
A little bit more positive
Still no diet or exercise
Overeating junk food
Deep in the bowels of hell editing my book. This is my attention span | | so when I’m trying to focus to edit that doesn’t help.
Binge watching. The Simpsons
Finding any music I can to help inspire me and motivate me to work harder.
This is my life the next several months until I can publish.
Does anyone want to be a Beta reader?
I need to edit my book
I need to get over this funk
I want to sleep until I feel better
I am so behind on my blog it is ridiculous
I will have more updates soon.
Thanks for your patience