I’ve discovered a new bad habit (I could make a career out of this.) I learned that if I fight off the urge the sleep 30 minutes after my meds kick in and can stay awake until midnight or later and I’m not tired. This is not a habit I need to use or has any purpose but reckless behavior which I’m prone to anyway. I did the right thing and told my husband so he will take my phone away.
Me: Thank you for helping me before I cause damage.
Also me: Fuck You im an adult not a child don’t baby me.