It depends on the day, but just pick your poison here is my list:

• Xanax
• Redbull
• Coca Cola
• Pepsi
• Pain killers
• Valium
• Klonopin
• Snorting anything
• Internet
• Phones

I can do this all day. I know I have a long list of things that take the pain away. I need healthy outlet and maybe if I try hard enough this will be it.